lipglossgrrrl

My Mind's Somewhere Else!
written by LipGlossGrrrl02:19 PM 12/20/09Poem Style: free

Too timid, the timeless tapped, Entranced, emotions, emptied, Don't double dip da dripper! Giving gratification graciously, Absorbing anything all-knowing and avant-garde. Soggy, soaking somberly; spotlight sinking suspiciously, Whoring world-wide with wasted wing nuts, Overt orgasms only orchestrating obsolete omens, Naughty nymphet's nibbling narcissism, Candy-coated clodhoppers crushing condescendence. Roaming ramblings; reveries restricting realism, Leeching logic; leaving lullabies, like laughter, lacking.

 

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I was sitting next to my er...  third cousin (I think) and he is just thee cutest kid ever!

I h8 to play favorites amongst family...   *cough*Jeremy*cough* :P ;)

He kept sneezing & coughing (into his hands...no tissue...blech!)

Now everyone that was in contact dammit! c-o-t-a-c-t <-- lol ohhh typos... (there we go) with him has become tired, achy, and bitchy!

Well...   ...I'm bitchy, dunno about the rest.

 

I don't know if any of you go to adultswim.com but their games are THEE SICKEST!!! 

I luv em! ^_^ XP XD yeah...  Amature Surgeon Rox! js...

 

I was reading (bored as shit!) and studying charts from the OKcupid.com article about male to female attractiveness and how it plays a role in contacting potential mates. Apparently, when it comes to looks, average women/men are more likely to instant message above average men/women. Above average men are more likely to contact below average women, and "Brody's right! All Babes ARE Wolves!" above average women are more likely to contact Tiger Woods.

But seriously...

=^o.o^= <--- Kitty!

...The staff at OKcupid should factor in more than just looks when it comes to online dating. I mean bisexuals, I'm almost positive, they'll receive a ton more IM's regardless of their sex. The more affluent people, distance issues should be factored in (whether or not they're willing to settle for an online relationship (poor B&st&rds)) and personality/lifestyle traits:  whether they have children, pets, smoking, drinking, substance abuse. The clothes they wear & the way they style their hair seems trivial to me...

 

...but i'm just looking for friends and long distance penpals.. *shrugs* :P

 

 

So desperate I could almost pray...
written by LipGlossGrrrl04:09 AM 12/9/09Poem Style: free

Bronzed brain and Copper heart, Twinned for so far apart. Cherished, both I adore, Perished; slumming on the floor. I have a knack for ruining. And what I lack isn't much. Whatever I seem to touch: Cowers, quivers, Swells up, explodes, Sonic boom, resonates, Reduced to shrapnel, Raining down. Porous; I am not without wax. Expressing myself through opaque pantomime. When the murkiness of my mind does settle, I'll still dwell within me. Humming, ideally. Such a peculiar creature, With your over-zealousness! I could be you, if I really wanted to... ...such a pity! You could never be me.

 

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A fly has been circling my head for what seems like an irritating eternity.  KILL IT! KILL IT!

If sombody ever sang this to me, I'd love them forever.  You know, one of those songs! ^_^

 

Green Day's - Last Night on Earth

atm

It's a surefire way to melt my heart. not that it's frozen or cold or anything...

 

...O.O  :P  I'm just saying.  I <3 this song.

After filling out a bunch of "about me" sections and answering a bajillion questions...

... my results *drum roll* :P

Ahoy, AllBabesRWolves! Time for a geography party.   We just finished programming this experimental toy. It generates heat maps of where your best male matches are, all around the world and the USA. Here are your results. All for you. Calculated from your match answers. In graphical form. Enjoy!   -OkCupid Interns, looking to make the internet more fun.           A Map of Love: your best male matches by state   target: USA | sampled: 39200       Your Worst States   Wyoming - 58.7 Arkansas - 61.1 Oklahoma - 61.6 Tennessee - 61.6 Mississippi - 61.7 Your Best States   Minnesota - 66.6 Maryland - 66.6 Massachusetts - 66.1 Virginia - 66.1 Washington - 65.8           A Map of Love: your best male matches by country   target: World | sampled: 25207           Your Worst Countries   Pakistan - 47.4 Saudi Arabia - 47.5 Egypt - 49.6 Kenya - 50.1 India - 54.4 Your Best Countries   Finland - 70.4 Iceland - 70.2 Slovakia - 69.7 Sweden - 69.1 Denmark - 68.7

Stress. I just answered my own question. hah...

Why is it, when you have no plans for the following day, you can sleep easy...

...but when you have shit to do, not necessarily anything important, you're wide open?!

 

 

I made my aunt a new facebook account, but all the names of the people from her past are non-existent. hmm... ...I've added her as a friend. ^_^

Helped Winnie rearrange her room, she's battling breast cancer atm, and so far she's on the up and up! She offered to pay me, but that's just not my style. I help to help, not interested in monetary gain. ;)

OCD is a crumby disorder, disease...what have you, but it's definitely better than substance abuse and/or sexual promiscuity so... *shrugs* :P I'm thinking about just dumping the stuff from her numerous bins onto the living room floor, and sorting it all out for her. >.<

Jeremy is a procrastinator... ...so am I! XD He's more of the street smart type, while his brother Eric is more of the bookworm... ...or so it would seem/I thought! *wink-wink, nudge-nudge* o.O...

I haven't picked up a book in so long, I'm kind of sick over it, but a (wo)man of words and not of deeds is like a garden full of weeds.


UPDATE: Sabino (reaper/sabinohernandezIII) is just great! His computer crashed (something about a worm...???). We've been texting back & forth and he seems to be a little lost without it, but otherwise fine. :)

So, a lot of my NC friends have converted...

...from low-life: "Get a f*cking job!", "I'm bored... ...wanna f*ck?!", "Mutant Freak!", "Let's just pack up our shit &go... ..Let's just GOOOO!!!!" Individuals...

...to Mindless: "Pro-Life!", "The bible tells me so...", "That's NOT lady-like...", "My children are my life!!!", "You should have warned me..." Annoyances.




--From tri-sexual she-devil (hah! I got her mayne...) to doting mother, jesus freak, &the self-righteous know-it-all;

--From Spastic, loud-mouth (SHUT IT OR I'LL SHUT IT FOR YA...) to Soft spoken, doesitsomuchbetter, &sexified;

--From My best friend, the one person who really understood me (Duck, in FUCKING, water...) to Nothing. Non-existent. Gone.

I'm an idealist. I really am &that's my downfall. I wish everything had stayed the way it was. But that's just silly &impossible.

My mind seems to grasp the reality of it...

...but my heart refuses to join the bandwagon. *shrugs*




Granted I've changed a lot as well since my youth.

I still have this resonating sense that we're ALL doomed...

...and I should just sit back, relax, &wait. Impending, certain, or not.


God may, or may not, exist *Agnostic*. When a loved one passes away, they come to me, naturally, these emotionally numbing thoughts: "They're in a better place ¬ suffering anymore. They are at peace &I should be too."

&I'm glad they do. Sincerely.

But no one really knows whether this is true or not. The only people that do...

...ain't talking! X_X

I haven't the foggiest idea as to which label you could cram me into. Don't really care, naturally, being a lover of all things beautiful, random, and thought-provoking.  So many people insist upon staking claim to a certain quote-enquote lifestyle. I just want to enjoy a bit of everything, and not stress out about the most ridiculous minute details of my existence...

...I know I'm not a neo-hippie as I shower regularly and abhor drug-induced peace rallies...

...I know I'm not goth..  well, because I can't seem to understand why anyone would ban the colors of the rainbow from their couture (lol)...

...I know I'm not preppy because I relish in the fact that I have feelings, like everyone else (status doesn't make a man)...

 

I could go on, but my sarcasm is wearing thin the point I'm trying to make!

JUST BE YOUR D*MN SELF!

 

***I understand, in certain social situations, it's do or die...   ...but I'll always fight and die for...

...the freedom to just be ME.

 

&NO!  I'm not emo!

Had a nice early Thanksgiving dinner with my family. Great to catch up with them! My aunt's, Fran and Rose, and their friend Winnie cooked a delicious meal for everyone. Eric baked these awesome!  um...   ...lemme get this straight lol chocolate, butterscotch, peanut cookies. Keith, as per usual, ran in ate and ran out. lol  It's always cool to hang out with my famz. They tell the most interesting/bizarre & crazy stories!

 

Watched Alpha Dog. Not bad..not bad.

Could of just shot the boy up "accidental" overdose style, but blew it big time. Based on a true story.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jesse_James_Hollywood

 

But anyway

 

A woman just emailed me saying that cats are destroyed (lovely terminology) after 24hrs if picked up by the pound.

I don't think she even realized just how upsetting that was to me...

 

...it's 3:27am and I'm The Walking Dead (Spinnerette).

 

I miss my:  monkey-butt, monkey-man squiggy, squilliam, squiglet-piglet, Squiggle-Squee, pumpkin belly, pooter-poo, bubbies, bub, schmoopy, schmoop poopie, booby-boo, owlface, will pink nosch, babycakes, hunz bunz, tiger shrimp, blillee, punkin puss, scrappy, lil munchkin, willy wee, billy boobers...

 

...Billy Bob.  =^o.o^=

 

 

Tony B (from NYC):  "You're the only one who really understands..."

Me:  *thinks to self*  Understands what...?  

HA!

If you DON'T subscribed to BlogTV and Watch Mccallister dance...

 

...you'll be sorry...

 

...soooo sorry...

 

...two words.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

BABY-OIL!  <3  http://www.blogtv.com/People/McCallister

Everything was fine, I was surfing the web looking for a new hairstyle, when Billy decides to run out the front door as I'm putting the trash out! Or rather went slinking off into the night as I tried to follow him, lovingly cooing his name, he bolted like a sonofab*tch! I'm sick to my stomach, and my mom's bitching at me! I lost it and told her off...

...I just feel like shit, Billy's gone, I want him back, and my mom needs to get over her "I'm too old to ride my bike to the d*mn beach & back" attitude!!!

 

I could just cry.

 

... COME ON, Santa!

Don't let me down...   ...lol.

I originally wanted the white Venus Doom hoodie, but then I thought to myself;  (((Nicole, if you take one step outside your door, in any kind of sweater, you'll burst into flames...)))  So, I opted for the Tee. ^_^

I joined http://www.heartagram.com and I didn't know whether to "Introduce myself" under Florida or North Carolina. lol

I guess Florida would be the obvious choice, but I couldn't help but to feel like I had betrayed my hometown... :P

But seriously, I want to hear their new album so bad...!!!

 

(Facebook wall) Chris:  "South Korea is the shit! will upload pics soon"

YAY!  I can't wait to see where exactly he and Alison are stationed and the culture! ^_^  I'm also glad they're somewhere they want to be, and not some random shithole lol :P  NO OFFENSE! ;)

Recollection
written by LipGlossGrrrl09:41 PM 11/13/09Poem Style: blank

 

The sun sinks, low, low, low My footsteps, slow, slow, slow I've found peace on Earth But depress it with ill will towards man. Came to the conclusion Homesick for southern hospitality Spilling rage like droplets from the brim Swelling up inside, I could almost swim. Neither batting eyelashes for strangers Nor making small talk with instigators Some people love me, this I know Think they're high above me; room to grow. Heavenly bodies rise up through thin skin Completely oblivious to their ongoing sin Wide-eyed and curious, the world must seem Like a beautiful, illogical, ongoing dream; But to me it feels petty and shabby and dull Almost as pathetic as the ants on the hull.

 

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Pretty cool but I can't seem to get it to work on here. I originally saw it on one of my friend's sites, created my own, and pasted the code into shoutout...   ...but it goes from mixpod player to blank white box. 

BLAH! X(   Well, it looked cool & worked fine on Bejus' page.